blog monetized

I'm starting to think this plan of mine is going to be untenable if i dont do a whole lot more reading. there's only so much i know, and that isnt a loot. ive come to realize a few things sin my life , that you should never tell people what to do or what not to do, beyond a certain age if they posses a functioning mental faculty they will know what to do, you just have to be there to set a good example. the other one i learned from my brother is to not explain, its a form of disease, its non productive and it doesnt actually get you to achieve anything. if you have a problem, ask for assistance or deal with it yourself if you're capable, but never complain. maybe for the sake of this blog, ill have to start reading, or re reading a whole lot more of the book i "finished" before. i started re reading "crime and punishment" and it didnt make much of a n impression on me the first time as i focused solely on the plot alone and not on the more intricate messages that the author was trying to relay.  i will also have to re read "the stranger" , i know its a short read maybe two days at max, but as most of the book i read, i just let the words enter my brain through my eyes but, most of the time i dont really contemplate and ruminate over the message the author is trying to get across. maybe ill take on more harder philosophical books(im thinking of " thus spoke zarathustra"), i think we should all live being reminded daily if not constantly that our time on this earth is limited and that we should strive towards no regrets. i will research ho i can monetize this blog and im also starting a youtube channel, my first vide will be writing with left hand until i become ambidextrous ( i googled that), or reading for a year straight until i become a perfect reader. anyways ill let you(me) know tomorrow, bye::))